I made mistakes. I go back and forth on hating and loving you. I just don’t know what to do. I didn’t think I could love anybody the way I love you and now that you’re gone I want nothing more than to get you back as I push you away from trying too hard and going insane with the fact you’re gone. Nobody can love you like I do. Nobody can care for you more than me. Please, come back to me. I’m dying.